- Point-two pounds is nothing, and
- It's probably muscle.
Other things I know? I've been tracking my diet and I've been eating healthy foods in healthy portions. So I also know that this is not a real gain. There's a victory in talking myself down from that. Hell, I take it as a victory that I still did the video this morning given my disappointment AND the fact that I had a house guest sleeping in the next room.
The truth is this--my body does feel stronger. And I feel like I can already see places were the shredding is happening. I guess what I'm wondering is this: where is the DVD that trains the brain? Throw in a few cognitive crunches in between the lunges and the jumping jacks maybe? A shredded body is one thing--an important thing, yes. But what I'm looking for is a shredded head. A body that lifts is strong, sure it is. But pair that healthy body with a mind that's shed the emotional baggage of the weight? Now that's what I call strength.
You have to start small. For instance, I used to be a serious pack rat but we decided to clean our apartment one year and I forced myself to get rid of things I had been holding onto. It was rough at first and I felt stabs of guilt for every thing I donated/disposed of, but over the years it has become easier and easier...
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